The Ego-Migraine: When Vanity Replaces the Law and the Protocol

I am writing this through a haze of physical agony. My neck is locked, my shoulders are on fire, and my head is pounding with a spike that no amount of Ubrelvy can touch. Why? Because I am watching a regime of ego-maniacs dismantle my country while the American “healthcare system” simultaneously leaves me for unalive.

The Ratings Tantrum: A “Hit” Born of Ego

The absolute disgust I feel seeing a sitting President call for a citizen to be “put to sleep” is visceral. But let’s be clear about why he’s calling for Stephen Colbert’s head: It’s a ratings meltdown.

He illegally rebranded the Kennedy Center, packed the board with cronies who muted dissenting voices like Rep. Joyce Beatty on Zoom so they could force a “unanimous” vote, and then he hosted the awards himself. And the result? A record-breaking disaster. The ratings hit a historical low of 2.65 million viewers—a 35% drop—because the American people don’t want his brand on our culture.

He can’t handle the fact that he is a ratings loser, so he lashes out at his favorite scapegoat, calling him a “dead man walking” and a “pathetic trainwreck.” This isn’t leadership. It’s the behavior of a wounded, self-absorbed, and toxic dictator who thinks he can “cancel” the First Amendment because people stopped watching his show.

The Incompetence Protocol: From D.C. to the Pharmacy

This regime’s incompetence is a mirror of the medical system that is currently failing me.

• The “60 Minutes” Kill-Switch: CBS leadership tried to bury a report on the torture of deportees in El Salvador. Thank the gods for the “glitch” that allowed it to air in Canada. It’s leaking back into the U.S. now, proving that these would-be censors are too incompetent to even hide their own secrets.
• The Epstein “Redaction” Joke: The DOJ released files with “redactions” so amateur that people are unmasking the names with a simple copy-paste. They aren’t just corrupt; they are embarrassingly bad at it.

And that same level of “not my job” incompetence is literally costing me my health. Johns Hopkins called me on Monday. They told me I have to use Express Scripts for my renewal or pay $700 out of pocket. I did the work, and I called the companies. I talked to a “nice gentleman” at CVS on Monday who promised the transfer would be handled, and the Emgality would be ordered.

Today? Total failure. Hopkins hasn’t heard a word. CVS has no record of the request. I am due for my shot tomorrow. Once again, I am sitting here in 10/10 pain with a 3-month order in limbo because of a system that can’t communicate across a single phone line.

The Physical Cost of the Regime

I am ready to cry, but I can’t. Crying will only make the pressure in my skull worse. I had to cancel lunch with friends today. The stress of this regime and the failure of this medical protocol have made it too painful to exist in public.

This is the “All-Out War.” It’s a war on the truth, a war on the law, and a war on the vulnerable. Whether it’s the President calling for a “hit” on a comedian because his ratings tanked, or a pharmacist “forgetting” a life-altering prescription, the message is the same: Your pain doesn’t matter as long as their ego is fed.

I am fat, I am in chronic pain, and I am livid. My body is keeping the score, and right now, the regime of incompetence is winning.

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The “Back Up”:

• The Ratings: Nielsen data confirms the 2025 Kennedy Center Honors drew only 2.65 million viewers, the smallest audience in its 48-year history.
• The Law: Public Law 88-260 (1964) designates the center as the sole national memorial to JFK. Rep. Joyce Beatty’s lawsuit (Beatty v. Trump, filed Dec 22, 2025) alleges the board “muted” her to bypass this federal statute.
• The Leak: AP and PBS reported that the “spiked” 60 Minutes segment aired on Canada’s Global TV app on Dec 22, exposing torture at the CECOT prison.
• The Redactions: CBC and The Guardian confirmed (Dec 25) that internet sleuths are bypassing DOJ redactions in the Epstein files using standard “copy-paste” methods.